Can't believe it's been close to a year since my last post.
Not sure if anyone still visit this space but I just thought of doing a short one.
Many things changed. For good and bad.
Ended a close to 4 years relationship due to understanding.
Understanding that there's no future together because of the many areas we were lacking;
Trust and communication.
I guess many times we tried to get back together, but we both know it's impossible.
We probably want each other back because..
I don't even know why we want each other back to be frank..
For comfort? For assurance that the other person didn't get over you just yet?
I'm not sure.
I guess the fact that we'd been together for so long makes us feel like a part of a family.
A broken one now. But still~
He thought we can be friend. And I too, thought we can be.
But that's not possible.
We can never be friends because we've hurt each other before.
Neither can we be foes because we were once deeply in love.
This is not suppose to a sad post.
Maybe an emotional one, but not a sad one.
I'm glad it happened. I really do. 
I still believe very much in love despite the failures I'd experienced through family and rs.
Of course there will be times when I'm in doubts and feeling down.
But I am not going to look back anymore.
Just keep walking. 